CW: Rafe Cameron Apologism

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I am mentally unwell. This is not my fault. He caught me at a low point and I cannot be held responsible for my actions. Also what the fuck is in obx that seems to be rearranging my brain to make me write TWO dreamwidth posts...I'm losing it a little bit here guys.

  

Is this a character analysis? Just me being insane? Who knows. Just like with my first obx post this has come about because of the sheer amount of twitter drafts that I have not posted in an effort to keep my personal safety. And to not terrorise the whole tl.  

Disclaimer this is just for fun yes he's *Wendy Williams voice* The Killer! and I understand all the context and connotations w that but his character is really good. And also he's hot so like……yknow… also OBX SPOILERS. If haven't already u should read my other obx post. Godspeed.
 

Rafe Cameron...recent addition to my favourite fictional character archetype being Terrible Horrible Boys..as if its my fault he's an awful rich boy with daddy issues? He's perfect (he isn't).
I got Abbey to watch obx and she was like "I didn't like Rafe as much as I thought I would hes too crazy.. too much bad boy not enough good boy to even him out"… girl HELP? If the queen of liking the toxic ones says even Rafe is too much for her then something is REALLY wrong with me. 

 

College dropout eldest sibling..Why is he me I’m me…As Maya said he's the poster child for having extremely fucked up father issues, which becomes soo much more prevalent in the end of s1/all throughout s2 because Ward is fucking insane lmfao. Ward treats him so badly and then manipulates him all through season two like when Rafe was like I Am Struggling Mentally after he shoots Sarah in Nassau and his dad is like..And..?? Man up...Bitch what the fuck is wrong with you. (Drew Starkey was also acting his little heart out in these scenes..obx twitter voice where is that Oscar!!!)

 

 Anyway this is a Ward Cameron hate post. Like this all started because HE KILLED JOHN B’S DAD???? (Who is either secretly still alive at the end of s2 or it’s a flashback). This man is not redeemable where I think Rafe can get help and not be Evil Completely….
Like I think Rafe in actuality has very little hope of completely coming around but my dream is after he lets the Pogues go on the lifeboat that he somehow helps them expose Ward after he comes to his senses/gets revenge on him or he gets him thrown in prison….Burn those bridges baby. I know Sarah will probably never forgive him but I have hope Wheezie might...Rose can die too ig she’s like irrelevant and constantly tries to convince Ward to turn his son in (WHICH HE DESERVES..and probably should happen alongside his father but they already teased Rafe in prison in s2 and he got released so like....Once Ward is exposed for being alive they can get his ass)...But I hate Ward more I have no sympathy for him the way I do Rafe. How are you an adult man and can't face the consequences for your own actions 🙄🙄🙄 I’m definitely not hoping for Redemption for Rafe but like..maybe the Not As Much Of An Asshole As You Could’ve Been Award. 
I definitely think he is one of the most interesting characters on obx too like he is such a good character to hate (or love..) which is why I hope season 3 can deliver a good plot cuz I would like to see it!!!!!

 

And here is where all my credibility for analysis ends because I'm about to uwu post. When Ward took Rafe to the Bahamas house and showed him the gold and he was soooo happy it made me have a little heart feeling..it's literally a 30 second part of that scene but he um is so cute when he has positive feelings and is a normal dude :) It's very bittersweet and reminds me of this twitter edit. Sooo fucked like when it cuts to him in season one he is so BABYFACED until the episode where he kills the sheriff. Hurts to see just a little bit. He is so fucked up.

 

Now let's talk about fanon Rafe..here's where the yume really comes in because I can just make up our toxic relationship in my head and that's what it's all about baby!!!!! Giving very much jealousy possessiveness luxury drugs...Super rich kids Frank Ocean etc... Rafe is sooo much like a Chase Atlantic song too literally everything applies to him..Someone put slow down in a tweet about him and I can't stop thinking about ittttt SAME WITH THE GOOSEBUMPS REMIX....Popping a pill with my left hand got my right hand on your girly ETC ETC ETC...I am diseased... It's kinda good though because now I have an outlet for my random need to be in a fucked up relationship.

 

The only thing is obx ao3 kinda sucks..there's probably some good things there but they're just not like.What I want. Except there is this one snippet from a fic I found based on s1ep5 when Rafe & co attack JJ in the bathroom at Midsummers..Kind of sent me into outer space..Like he has definitely sucked his dealers dick when he cant afford coke.

 

(cw in text for uhh Almost sexual assault? humiliation?)

"- the dots are beginning to cloud his vision to the point where he can barely see the other blonde working his belt open with steady and sure hands. He wants to make a comment about how confident Rafe can open a man's belt but when his mouth falls open, he's still gasping for air. Only then does he realise that Rafe is still fucking talking"

 

Like girl...Help.

 

(........Sorry.......)

 

 

I have also browsed Tumblr but there's soo many X Reader fics it's kind of nuts but they pretty much all follow the same formula of being either Sarahs bff OR a Pogue that Rafe becomes obsessed with after a boneyard party. Which like..okay Me because I can change him...I could do it guys for real..

 

Holy shit how is this post already 1k words omfg I have shit to say apparently!!!!! Thanks if you read this far and I do apologise for being insane. It's about to get worse.

 

CW for liking a celebrity man

 

Drew Starkey is soooo um he um…. 6'2 scorpio stellium cancer moon libra venus Guys… my dick is hard. Also I haven't had an actual celebrity crush in so long so I'm genuinely crazy about him rn Please don't talk to me about it . I must post some images because otherwise they'll be on twitter and I really don't want to subject you guys to fangirl (?) tweets about a man. Please don't look for my own sanity. Well you can.

The image that started it all.


Whyh are his boops so big












I....am not beating these yume allegations